Thursday, April 29, 2010

A 26.2 Mile Emotional Roller Coaster

I wish I had a good enough memory to clearly remember all the thoughts that ran through my head over the course of those eventful 4 hours, but, of course, I don't, however there were four thoughts that I clearly remember and these four thoughts defined my Boston Marathon experience. These thoughts at different points along the run gave me an idea of my mindset at the time and today allow me to write about them and describe my experience of running the 2010 Boston Marathon.

You can do this (Mile -1 to Mile 10)
Lining up at the start (Although it wouldn't be wrong to say 'End' of the pack, since I was clearly one of the last hundred or so starters of the day), I felt surprisingly underwhelmed by the occasion. I clearly remember telling my running partner, Davis, "It still hasn't sunk in that THIS IS IT". The long walk from the back of the pack to the start line didn't help matters either. It took me 16 minutes to get to the start line... 16 minutes!!!!! I would've finished nearly 2 miles at my regular pace in 16 minutes! Anyway, as I went past the start line, the legs started to warm up, the blood started pumping and the feeling of nervousness quickly transformed into a sense of familiarity, as my body and mind realized that they were being asked to do something that isn't too much more or too far from what they were used to doing over the course of my training program. Keeping my mind occupied over the first 10 miles or so was hardly a problem, as I started soaking in the crowd support, planning my water/gatorade stop schedule and getting myself into a rhythm which is absolutely necessary for long runs.

As is the case with any challenge in life, the enormous challenge presented by a marathon can be surmounted by simply breaking it down it into small, manageable chunks. For me the goal was to just make it to the next water/gatorade station - regardless of whether I was planning on stopping at it or not. Big marathons around the world are popular among runners because they have the luxury of providing frequent water stops thanks to a large population of volunteers who volunteer at these stops and Boston is no different. Having a hydration stations at nearly every mile along the route allowed me to effectively break down my race into 26.2 one mile runs and with that, all I cared about was getting to the next checkpoint. As my legs got used to the workload and I started knocking off one checkpoint after another, a very crucial thought entered my mind as I started telling myself.... You can do this!

Pain is inevitable; Suffering is optional (Mile 11 to Mile 20)
This quote comes from Haruki Murakami's book - What I talk about, when I talk about running, which happens to be one of my favorite books. And, here's why...
I don't consider myself an accomplished runner or, for that matter, even a novice runner. I think of myself as nothing more than a recreational runner (who aspires to run marathons around the world, for no reason other than the fact that I enjoy the challenge of training for and running a marathon)... Someone who does it more as a hobby than anything else, not only because I enjoy it immensely, but also because it allows me to spend my time productively (at least compared to watching television or idly surfing the web). The mental challenge of pushing my legs to keep going the distance that my mind chooses excites me, but the fact that the distance I cover allows me to experience scenic urban landscapes (Boston, New York, London, Düsseldorf, Mumbai, Montreal to name a few) or remote mountains of New Hampshire (as part of my Reach The Beach Relay experiences) excites me even more. For a recreational runner, I've read quite a few books, most of which talk about the art of running, the process of training, what to eat, etc basically a professional's view on what a not-so-accomplished runner should do to make running easier than it is. However, Mr Murakami's book is the first book that I've read that talks about running as a form of recreation. It is a memoir that allows me to identify with the author's thoughts more than any other work of non-fiction that I've read, simply because the author describes running in the same way that I would have, if I had penned down my thoughts during a run or a training season. Even though Mr Murakami is a far more accomplished runner than I will ever be, I can still identify with majority of the stuff that he 'talks about' and enjoy running in the same way that he does... at least that is my interpretation. And more than anything the book is written in such a simple style and is such an easy read that I've already read it 3 times and still keep reading it.

Anyway, getting back to the marathon.... Mile 10 to Mile 20 was quite a challenging stretch of the race, because of the gradual decline up till Mile 16 followed by the four tough hills of Newton. My running buddy Davis (who is also a fan of the aforementioned book) and I had decided that the 'Pain is inevitable; suffering is optional' mantra would be the unofficial motto of our marathon. We kept reminding ourselves to not allow our tiring, hurting bodies to ruin our race experience. Running the hills of Newton with a smile on my face was the best way to forget my internal struggles and it seemed to have an even more uplifting effect on the crowds who started reaching out to me for hi-fives (thinking about it now, it seems obvious that most of them at that point in the race were tipsy Boston College students, but either way it helped me). Despite the hills, we were able to log even splits from 0 to 15k and 15 to 30k and ensured that we set ourselves up for a strong finish through the last 6 miles.


FINISH... this is it! No Regrets (Mile 20 to Miles 26.2)
Aah... the final 6 miles! The part of the journey that was very familiar, yet totally unknown. It was the part that was practiced but not rehearsed. I say this because the most I had run on my training runs was 20 miles and hence, I had no clue what to expect of my body for the last 6 miles (after hitting the proverbial 'Wall'), even though the last 6 miles of the race route (from heartbreak hill to close to the finish line) had been run numerous times over the course of my long training runs. The last 4-6 miles, according to me, make the marathon a challenge. Most runners over the course of their training will not go more than 20-22 miles on any given training run, which means that the first time they will run the final 4-6 miles will be on race day and what a difference one's preparation (both mental and physiological) makes on those last few miles. I, for one, felt my body slowly going limp on those final few miles on Beacon Street leading up to the finish. I have very little recollection of the race along this stretch, because I was primarily looking down at the asphalt, maybe because I was trying to push my legs to not give up and keep going. Among the few memories that I have of the final few miles, is the thought where I was pushing myself to get to Mile 25 (my apartment, where I was expecting to see my cheering squad waiting for me) and, more importantly, to finish because if I didn't I would regret it for the rest of my life. I was so darn close to finishing that it struck me that the last 3 months of training, waking up early in the morning on weekends, running in freezing temperatures, giving up on Friday outings, all boils down to these last few miles and I wanted to finish strong and finish with 'No Regrets'. This final thought enabled me to push past the very very strong urge to quit and with some help from everyone cheering for me at Mile 25 (and my friend, Pari, who ran with me from there till the finish), I was able to get past the finish line with a poorly managed smile on my face. 

It's over! (Mile 27)
In the wake of the marathon, I got a lot of complements for finishing the race... A lot of people went as far as calling this an achievement. While I am humbled by the complements, I must say that I don't consider this an achievement. An achievement is when someone accomplishes something against the odds. What odds did I have stacked against me? NONE! It's an achievement for a blind person to run a marathon such as the person I saw along the route running alongside thousands of able-bodied and fully healthy individuals. It's an achievement when someone who can't even walk wins the marathon for the 9th time as was the case of the men's Boston Marathon wheelchair category winner, Mr Ernst Van Dyk. They are life's real achievers.

As for me, it was easy preparing for and running the race, simply because I enjoyed doing it and I savored it. And I am glad I did, because after close to14 weeks of training and 3 hours, 55 minutes and 22 seconds of the race I realized that... If you enjoy doing something, it'll always be over before you want it to be!

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Wednesday, April 21, 2010



Success!!!!!!

3:55:22

Saturday, April 10, 2010

March Madness - The Super Post

Apologies to all the followers of this blog for not having posted anything in close to a month.  Life has gotten quite hectic over the last month, both in and out of work and with my running. In a way this was a good thing, because I felt life had become quite routine with regular runs in the week and long runs on Saturday morning. Friday nights were spent sharpening up my pasta sauce skills and the rest of the weekend following the long runs involved rest, short recovery runs and stretching. Besides the running (over 150 miles in total through the month of March), there were quite a few highlights over the course of March which I would like to blog about, but obviously don't have the time to write them out in separate posts, so I'm going to combine all of these into one 'Super Post' appropriately named - March Madness.

Typically, for most people preparing for the Boston Marathon, March is the most crucial month. Not only does March bring with it a build up in running mileage towards the defining end-of-the-month long runs (one-two 20+ milers), but it is also a time when runners start testing out different options for a race day attire, race day nutrition (Gels, Energy drinks), a post race recovery routine and a pre race pasta dinner, among other things and it was no different for me. I was able to test out 2 new pairs of shorts, try out sports jelly beans and gels, get advice about stretches and exercises for muscle recovery and strengthening and last, but not least, improve my Italian cooking skills and cook some pretty mean pasta dinners. In addition, March also brought in a lot of very generous donations which meant I could focus all my energy towards training knowing full well that I was very close to reaching my fund raising goal (In fact, once the corporate matching donations come in, I should be well past my target amount).

Weekday Training
My weekdays consisted of 3 runs ranging from 4-8 miles and most of the times these runs were on routes around where I work and at a time when all my work buddies are out eating lunch (which meant chomping down on my lunch by myself in my cube - like a loner. Oh, the sacrifices one has to make.....!). Nevertheless, there are three big advantages of running at noon
1. The weather at the time is most likely the best it's going to get during the day. It was the best way to avoid running in the chilly March morning or the dark winter evening.
2. Even though I would miss out on company for lunch, it did ensure that I never had to run by myself, since at least one of my work running buddies would be willing to go out for a run, any given day in the week.
3. Completing my run during the day meant that I could do more important stuff in the evening, like live a life!


Weekend Long Runs
The impending Saturday morning long run is something that excites me like nothing else. The thought of waking up early (especially when it's dark outside) is something I dread in any other situation, except when I'm doing it for these long training runs. I haven't quite been able to figure out why, maybe it's the fact that I'm running with a fun running group or maybe it's because my sub-conscious mind considers each Saturday morning run as a mini race, either way, I enjoy the adrenaline rush that I get as I get my rear in gear for the high point of my week.

Weekend Long runs in March were in the sequence 18.5 miles, 13.3 miles, 18 miles and 20.5 miles, which added up to nearly half my mileage for the entire month. Almost all of these long runs were done along the race route, which made me realize how much of an advantage it is to be living in Boston while training for the marathon, because of how familiar one can get with all the nuances of the course. For me familiarity & experience give me strength and confidence to accomplish something simply because I've done it before and it's no different when I'm running. I've run the last 8-10 miles of the route often enough to mark specific mental checkpoints that will act as mini finish-lines on race day. Here is a list of some of the mental checkpoints that I can think of...
- Halfway Wellesley: Hearing the screaming girls of Wellesley means that the race is half done.
- The Sweet Sixteen: The turn by the firestation on Commonwealth Ave in Newton means I've now completed over 16 miles meaning only single-digit miles left to reach the finish.
- Newton Mile Markers: Chestnut, Walnut, Center and the Boston Cemetery represent miles 1, 2, 3 and 4 of the 5 mile stretch on Commonwealth Ave. (Center street is also the start of Heartbreak hill)
- Homestretch: Cleveland Circle beckons the start of Beacon Street (4 miles from the finish line) , which I call HOMESTRETCH... why homestretch?... because not only is it 4 miles from the finish, but also because I live on Beacon Street.
- Right on Hereford, Left on Boylston: The left on Boylston will be the first sign of the finish line! In fact in all of my training, I've never run on Boylston and I hope to keep it that way up till the fateful day.

Paparazzi
One of the more memorable experiences of the training for me (and a few of my friends from the Fitcorp running group) was the sight of the friendly neighborhood paparazzi popping up along race route as I/we were on our Saturday morning long runs. Paparazzi, you wonder???? Let me explain... Two of my closest buddies, GauravT and GauravM picked up photography as a hobby last year and figured that capturing runners training for the Boston Marathon might be a good way to hone their picture-taking skills as well as getting some great images of the Boston Area. So here they were following us around taking pictures and videos and motivating us to keep going strong and looking good for the camera... and all this regardless of whether it was raining, snowing, windy or hot. So, GM and GT, a big shout out to you two for providing us with something (other than water/gatorade stops and finishing the run) to look forward to on our runs and in the process creating great memories to fill our scrapbooks.

Italian Chefs Beware!
At the start of my marathon training I had told myself that I would cook my pre-Saturday training run dinner instead of eating out. Even though it might seem to most as a pretty reasonable goal which is easy to achieve, it was a tough plan for me to follow, considering how lazy I am! So as expected, things started out badly with a few Friday night meals at local restaurants, but all of a sudden, March comes around and I was able to come up with a way to force myself to cook... I started inviting people over for dinner, promising a home cooked pasta meal. This started a great 5 week stretch, where I cooked a pasta or Italian entrée every Friday (one of it was actually a leftover homemade pasta from Thursday... but who's keeping tab of the days) and hosted an early dinner at my apartment. My guests would not rate my dishes too highly (even though they claim to have "loved" everything that I cooked), but I do give myself a high rating for effort and creativity. Everything (except the pasta) was prepared from scratch and creative modifications were made (both in preparation as well as ingredients) to stray a little bit from the recipes (most of which were obtained online). Here's the list of entrées to give Italian Chefs worldwide, something to worry about...

1. Black Bean Pasta Salad



This one is one of my favorites because it's very flavorful and easy to make... it's obviously a little mexican tasting because of the mix of avocado, jalapeños and black beans, but nevertheless, it contains Rotini pasta and makes for a great high-carb pre-run meal.

Special Ingredient: Cumin powder


2. Mushroom, Asparagus and Brown Rice Risotto



This one was an absolute pain to cook, only because of how long it takes for the brown-rice to cook and how much stirring is required, but it was completely worth the effort. One of my best creations!

Special Ingredients: Asparagus and 3 different types of mushrooms (porcini, portabello and button)


3. Rotini in Alfredo Sauce



The creamy Alfredo sauce based pasta dish is probably not a good idea for a pre-run dinner meal, but I made sure to use low-fat versions of whipping cream and cream cheese. I also made sure I served more than I ate to avoid having to run on a full stomach

Special Ingredient: Sun-dried tomatoes (Simmering the sun-dried tomatoes in the sauce gave it a slightly different, but unexpectedly good taste)


4. Spaghetti in Veggie Marinara Sauce




The sauce was loaded with healthy veggies, something runners would appreciate. Cooking the tomatoes and blended veggies to form a thick sauce surely added to the cooking time, but no one other than me cared, since they didn't have to wake up the next morning.

Special Ingredient: Usually basic Marinara sauce only has onions and garlic, but the blended veggies definitely added a unique and healthy twist to the sauce.


5. Spaghetti in Arrabiata Sauce

No pictures for this one, just a quick and simple sauce made in a hurry.

Special Ingredient: Indian Red-Chili powder instead of red pepper flakes. The Indian chili powder has a lot more flavor than the bland chili flakes (Yeah... I'm biased!).

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While I'm on the subject of marathon training meals, a big thanks goes out to my roommate Anuj for providing great home-cooked meals most days of the week. He's an exceptionally talented cook and his enthusiasm for cooking is an inspiration... check out his recipes here http://www.dumdarrecipes.blogspot.com/
It's unfortunate that he's unwilling to keep cooking as often once my marathon is over. Guess, I'm just going to have to keep training to keep eating his excellent fare.
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A Goal Reached
The Boston Marathon for me involved two goals, one to obviously cross the finish line (alive) and two, to raise a certain amount of money to help a very noble cause. The month of March saw a boost in donations way beyond my expectations and enabled me to surpass my fund raising goal. Meeting the goal was a huge relief and it meant that I could concentrate solely on my training in the last few weeks before the big day. Although, most of my donations came from friends and family and I'm very appreciative of everyone's generosity and indebted to them for donating to help me raise money for Mass Eye and Ear, I did have a couple of creative fund raiser ideas that I was able to implement to get some sizable donations....

1. Fund Raiser on Wheels: In an effort to be green and avoid driving (because I'm lazy!) I joined a carpool with a couple of colleagues from work last year. Obviously, we shared the driving duties and kept a tab of how much everyone had driven and used a geeky fairness algorithm to determine who's turn it was to drive next (yes, it was quite complicated... but that's how engineers operate, duh!). So one day while carpooling to work and thinking of ways to boost donations for my fund raising, I pitched this idea of driving my colleagues to work everyday and in return having them donate to my fund raising effort. After doing some research on how much it would save them in gas and miles on their car, we settled on a $10 donation for the ~50 miles of chauffeuring service that I was providing them. Thus was born the 'Fund Raiser on Wheels'. Through the month of March, I drove them to and from work about 14 times each to make $270 and coupled with the matching donation from our company, this amount swelled up to $405, which is around 8% of my final goal. Thanks to Noah and Chris for accepting my offer for a successful month of fund raising on wheels.

2. Candy Fund Raiser: This was the simplest and most effortless fund raiser ever. All I did was leave a couple of boxes of candy in the common area at work (the candy was set-up really close to the wending machine in our cafeteria, where coworkers are always lurking for a quick cheap snack), attach a price for each piece of candy and make it apparent that the money raised from selling the candy was going to a charitable cost. The candy fund raiser was a huge success... Close to 100 pieces of candy sold in a week for a total of $120. This fund raiser typified the mantra, 'Come hungry, leave happy'




April and onwards
As April's come around, I've moved to the business end of the training. The tapering runs are quite frustrating, because I feel like they end even before I feel like I've gotten into my rhythm. I feel like I'm loosing my powers of long-distance running, but experts reckon that uncomfortable low-mileage is the way to go in these last few weeks, so who am I to argue. To be honest, a part of me does not want the marathon training to end. Aside from enjoying the food, I have gotten used to the regular and disciplined lifestyle and thoroughly enjoy the camaraderie that come from running with a team. As apparent from this post, it's the small stuff in addition to the running that carries a lot of meaning... how else would someone as inexpressive as me be able to write a blog that would interest over 300 people? :-P

POSTSCRIPT: This might seem like my last post before race day, but I still have a few more things to post, so stay tuned.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Fund Raising Update: Week 6

Thanks to very generous donations from my parents and everyone in the list below, I'm well over 50% of my target. Thank you all!


GirishM & BhavnaM (Dad & Mom)
DanielleM
BobB
SumeetG
LindseyT
BatulM
SharanyaC
SarahL & JohnL

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Fund Raising Update: Week 5

It's time for the Thank Yous again....

Big thanks to the following folks for pushing me above the 40% mark. 

MukundG
PaulV
RiddhiS

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Chat with a legend

Race History
234 Triathlons (6 Ironman distances, 7 Half Ironman)
21 Duathlons
67 Marathons (27 Boston Marathons)
1009 Total Events (as of September 2009)

Running Records
Biked and ran across the USA in 1992: 3,735 miles in 45 consecutive days.

Best End Times
2:40:47 Marathon
1:21:12 Half Marathon
13:43:37 Ironman Triathlon

You look at the stats above and you wonder if these are owned by a star athlete or triathlete... well, guess what, they're not! In fact these are the stats owned by the most unique running team in the history of endurance sports.... TEAM HOYT! Team Hoyt, is the inspirational story of a father, Dick Hoyt, and his son, Rick Hoyt, who compete together in marathons and triathlons across the country. Their unique story is an example of triumph of spirit over adversity and together Dick and Rick provide inspiration to millions of people around the world.





And today, I got the opportunity to meet with and speak to one half of Team Hoyt - Dick Hoyt, a real-life hero and a person that I have idolized ever since I heard about him and his son. As he spoke intimately about Team Hoyt's passion for running and, specifically for the Boston Marathon (they're running their 28th Boston Marathon this year), there were 2 things that struck me about Dick.
One, his shy demeanor and his modesty. As I kept gushing over how inspiring their story is and how it has time and again motivated me, he kept expressing that, by doing what they do, Team Hoyt was only inspiring people to believe that anything is possible.
Two, how fit he is for someone who is pushing 70 years. Looking at him, it's not surprising that he is able to participate in 50 events a year, comprising of road races, duathlons and triathlons, all the while, pushing, peddling or hoisting (in a raft) his 48 year old son, Rick. 


Thank you FirstGiving for organizing this event, where I got to meet with this inspirational person and thank you Dick for sparing some time to chat with me. You just gave me another reason to remember this day and the upcoming marathon for the rest of my life. Looking forward to seeing you at the starting line on D-day.